REMEMBER ME

When I go to school, it feels like I'm in jail with lots of education.
I remember when I was in kindergarten, I wanted to go to school so much that I bugged my mom so much that she got mad every time I said, "When am I going to school.
The day I went to school, I was excited, but then I found out that my cousin was in a different classroom. I was kinda sad, but I was still happy to be in school.
My older brother was in 3rd grade and he was in Eric White I always saw him after school and I was happy that he was there.
When I was in 2nd grade he was in 5th grade, it was when covid started so I waited for him every time I got out of class.
When I was in 3rd grade he was in 6th grade, me and him were in the same school and we had after school so I will always try to give him chips or candy every time I see after school.
When we have an after school party I will always go to him and give him some of the snacks and he will take them and say thank you.
When I was in 5th grade he was in 8th grade. I was still in the same school but he was in ALMS so I could not see him until I got off after school.
He was in a club called winter percussion so he will have to stay after school 4:00-8:00,
But it is only on Tuesday and Thursday and sometimes on Saturdays. If he had a competition he would stay all day, if there was a rehearsal it was 9:00-4:00 so I did not see for a couple of hours.
I remember when it was summer break he had camps Monday through Thursday so he was tired each day he came back home. But then I had summer school so we came back at the same time se we saw each other, But then when my family and him were off our family went to Mexico it was fun and exciting, I'd always followed where he went but not the bathroom.
Now I'm in 6th grade and he is in high school. He is still in the club I talked about but he stays till 9:00, so I hardly see him. But then I found out that he has to go to Ohio for a whole week, I was sad.
The day he left I started to sleep on his bed I was not active other people such as my friends, and I was having panic attacks and to calm me down from that I need to listen to music but I was at school so I don't think they will let me but the after school will let me. But I told them they said no so I was crying each time I got home because I did not see him after school, I got scared each morning I did not get a text from him. The day he came back I started to be happy and be more active with people and eat more. He said that he wants to go to college when he graduates from high school and that means I might not see him for a while. If he ever goes somewhere far I just want him to know.

REMEMBER ME

--Sebastian F., 6th-8th Grade