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Showing posts with label Guest. Show all posts

Not Like You

Blank faces
Monotone voices
Invisible cues
My mind's not like you

Jump at loud noises
Overwhelmed by most places
Lack of food choices
My mind's not like you

Can't understand a word you say
Need to learn in my own way
Words escape me on most days
My mind's not like you

They say I'm autistic
That my mind is just different
But different is not less
I am not like you

--Jayce H., Adult

Oysters, Tabasco, and Lime

The front porch sings with the sizzle of marinated meat.

Bodies are piled tight, sweltering sun dyeing skin a sweetened brown.

Salt pools between adult fingers trading cans for cash for hungry bellies.

I squat near the grill, waves of heat singeing the hairs off my face.

I'll watch the shells tremble, plastic knife primed in my left palm.

My father snaps his tongs and I flinch in anticipation.

He hands me my prize wrapped in a thin paper towel, and I scald my hands impatiently prying it open.

Nothing can go to waste. I suck the juices spilling along my wrist and add more to the shallow shell.

Oysters, Tabasco, and Lime.

The sour spittle pools, revealing an unfamiliar scrape.
I hiss in return, echoing the hot grill, my skin on fire.
Still, I bend backwards. Tangy flesh and spice fill my cheeks.
I lick the shell clean. I don't know when I'll eat next.
I'll greedily have my fill tonight, and think about that later.
Suffering stops for now.

--Kameko Y., Adult

All Is Dream

A magician in pastel scrubs
pulls a groundhog from a hat.

His name tag reads Dr. Gillespie,
the same as the man who delivered you.

He holds it over his head, examines it
like a glass slide. Calls it by a name

which you try to catch, a name
which slips like a dream

through your reaching fingers.
& the groundhog

catches the light of the dusty chandelier
in the gloss of its eye

& sneezes. & the sneeze
shakes the warm red woolen drapes

& you catch a glimpse of the wall
& imagine a crucifix hanging

& you remember that this happened yesterday
& will happen

long after you leave the room
& forget the hymnody of its walls.

Oh! To be once again suspended
in that eternal womb of time

where everything was uncertain
& holy

& breathed.

--Matt W., Adult