nightly meditation

There is a shack 
on edge of sea 
perched on the sand. 
Inside, is me. 

I move across 
The kitchen floor 
In silence, dark; 
I slip the door. 

No shoes, no sound, 
(save for the sea). 
Just sandy stairs 
trod carefully. 

Downward, forward, 
I fix eyes on 
that which calls me 
past horizon. 

Have you seen it? 
That sacred wall 
of night black fog 
roll onto all? 

Felt its dampness? 
Seen it smother 
horizon lines? 
Called it Mother? 

That which weathers; 
That which grinds; 
That one that lives 
Long after time. 

I go to Her, 
step into sea. 
No longer to 
remain as me.

--Julian E., Adult