A Life Not By Choice

I didn't choose this life, I live
The life of epilepsy choose me
I stay inside live in fear
For out their you can strike anywhere
I take these pills twice a day
But yet you still choose to stay
I didn't choose to live one way but as
 Days go on it stays the same
You come and go as you please
Not giving a damn on how you hurt me
I lose myself when you come for all my memory is done
I forget it all
All at once
But in a blink of a eye here you come
I fall down but I wake up left to right
I tend to look 
Confused and in pain
I often am I don't know you, or where I'm at
You come and go oh so fast in a blink of an eye
I'm gone like that.

--Alexandria M., Adult