Self sabotaging, self sacrificing
Words cannot explain the pain felt deep inside A tortured soul cannot carry the weight of such a cruel world Blameless in it all yet still so full of shame Words tear at the mind, hands tear at the flesh Succumbing to the game of his masterful illusion, Bringing about such disaster-full conclusions Believing all the lies and wanting so badly to run and hide Already torn apart by demons from the past Not sure how to take off this beautiful mask What lies underneath no one can say with utter certainty A victim or a survivor, maybe a bit of both Hands possess the body and words possess the mind The will to survive so strong at times that it scares them all half to death No one knows what they can accomplish until their put to the test His grip sometimes loosens and then tightens again, Suppose this is what happens when you play games with a distasteful monster Searching for love but coming up short and their words echo loudly “You’re destined to fail” Scars consummate the battles that have been fought Withdrawing into darkness afraid to let any light shine through Forgiveness a must in this endless war but you shall come to learn that forgiving yourself is the greatest defeat Tears flow softly, it cannot be denied that a soul so damaged deserves to take flight Soaring to new heights and experiencing new things Let love flood your heart when you feel broken and bruised Because in the end love truly can conquer all, even the evil at hand. |