Always Alone, Never Home

If I tried,
to explain my life...
or tried to mention,
my horrid position,
In which I`ve been stuck in,
I doubt you`d listen,
to gods evil intention.
Definitely not my decision.
Luck is no condition...

So I ask again,
Would you still wonder,
about this deadly hunger?
That I`ve felt with great pain
as I stand cold in the rain.
Not like I can be heartbroken again,
with my torso still to mend.

So, go and leave me unattended.

-- Christopher T., 17