To: Someone Who I Love, But Just For That Moment

Everyday I love you less and less.
Even if it kills me, I'm going to smile.
Can't deny it, can't pretend it.
Behind this smile is something you'll never understand.
I'll never let this go, but I can't find the words to tell you.
I don't want to be alone, but now I feel like I don't know you.
And I'm not insecure, I just don't trust many people.
I still love you. I always will. I just can't trust you.
It doesn't matter, if I stay or go because I'll love you forever.
To the world, you are one person, but to one person you are the world.

--Newni P., 16